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[26 Jun 2005|05:08pm] |
"life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, and above"
for reasons that i have already explained, this journal is changing to </a></b></a>![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) evie_jolie, feel free to add me as friend
i'll leave this one here to keep the memories, or whatever... if you really want this username, just ask nice and it'll be yours...
kiss, kiss
*EVIE*
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[19 Jun 2005|03:25am] |
[ mood |  crappy]
[ music | "be yourself" - audioslave ]
i'm feeling too much and at the exact same time i'm feeling absolutely nothing
i find myself trying so desperatly to be someone i'm not but also trying to find myself, to know who am i, what the hell am i doing here
i force myself to laugh, to try and forget my own stupidity... but all i get are tears, black tears... and this huge, huge stain left in my heart
guys, i'll be as soon as possible changing user here, i'm trying to leave my past behind and... well... buffy and stuff related to are this huge part of it, so i'll just let it go, basically everything that has something to do with my old fandoms and everything that could make me remember about the last years are going to end [except for beneath you]
i'll let you know when the new account comes...
oh, and i thought i could share my old icons with you, since they'll be erased from my computers... they were made when i got photoshop for the first time =/ so, don't expect a great thing of it...
( follow the white... wait... raccoon? )
see ya
bloody kisses
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[07 Jun 2005|09:16am] |
[ mood |  numb ]
[ music | "nothing fails" - madonna ]
i'm at college right now... i skipped classes and... well... the finals, but who cares? i don't! next week i'll do it...
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hopefully i'm watching star wars III next saturday... just 'cause padme rocks and anakin is so damn cute!
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yesterday i ran into deka... miss her and doing nothing at school... but i really don't miss that stupid place
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*life is so boring right now*
*kiss, kiss*
*B*
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| *today in portuguese...* |
[28 May 2005|03:23pm] |
[ mood |  uncomfortable]
[ music | "don't let me be misunderstood" - santa esmeralda ]
eu poderia dizer q adoro a professora de sociologia por ter ficado doente e possibilitando assim que tivessemos aula apenas em um dia dessa semana... além de ter me poupado de sair de casa e ter que enfrentar uma cidade completamente caótica por causa da chuva... mas não vou agradecer nada não pq isso significa aula extra um dia desses... bleh.
gah, eu tô com tanto tédio... nada de interessante pra fazer, o tiozinho da locadora não guardou os filmes que eu pedi pra ele guardar... ah, a vida é ótima... e pra me deixar um pouco mais feliz a </a></b></a>trick_julie me contou alguns spoilers de Lost que eu realmente não precisava saber [mas se não soubesse morreria de angústia]
( at least the survey stays in english )
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[15 May 2005|09:01pm] |
[ mood |  sad]
[ music | "if you're going to san francisco" - scott mckenzie ]
i need to stop scratching myself till ii bleed
i need to paint my nails
i need my friends back
i need Orlie Bloom for 6 hours in my screen
i need courage
i need to get a life
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[26 Apr 2005|12:30am] |
[ mood |  excited ]
[ music | "out of this world" - bush ]
*quick update*
hmm, i have things to do that would help me with my grades and stuff... but, hell... whooo caresss? mom wants me to finish the semester and then i'm [probably] outta college... yeyyy!
there is a possibility of a trip to this place i just love [just guess!!!], but i'll try not to get too excited about it... :P
( lost survey :P )
love,
*Evie*
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| whatever happens, i'll leave it all to chance |
[20 Apr 2005|11:39pm] |
[ mood |  nauseated ]
[ music | "i'm not okay" - my chemical romance ]
i'm so tired... tired anddd bored... no action and [good] newness in past months and that really sucks... i stay home the whole day and still get tired... of doing absolutely nothing... i so hate myself...
won't make me any better, but brings a little fun... meme i took from </a></b></a>hakerrosenberg,
01. Total volume of music files on my computer? 569mb
02. The last CD I bought was... can't remember :(
03. The last song I listened to before writing this was... "come what may"</i>
04. Song playing right now: i'm watching "moulin rouge", so... "el tango the roxanne"
05. Five songs I listen to a lot or that mean a lot to me: "the scientist" [coldplay], "i do" [placebo], "come what may" [nicole kidman & ewan mcgregor], "evenstar" [isabel bayrakdarian]
06. Five albums I listen to a lot or that mean a lot to me: "once more with feeling" [placebo], "fallen" [evanescence], "parachutes" [coldplay], "surfacing" [sarah mclachlan], "lotr: the two towers"
kisses, kisses
*evie*
[anyone killing jack? no? didn't think so... damn... :( ]
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[14 Apr 2005|04:35pm] |
[ mood |  hyper ]
[ music | "fake plastic trees" - radiohead ]
***thanks for the mood theme, </a></b></a>beneathgulmissy, it just got me drooling all over it...***
so, i'm not doing that test to get a scholarship today... i just can't seem to tell mom that thats i want to do now... don't ask me why... i'm such an idiot... *shoots self*
</a></b></a>deead, i know i said i'd visit you yesterday... but i got sick, didn't go to college, blahblahblah... sorry!
i'll try to post some of my icons in next post... they suck, but... who cares?
oh, my info is updated and i'm now going to visit all of your LJs...
*blessed be*
*Evie*
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[10 Apr 2005|09:23pm] |
[ mood |  blank ]
[ music | all my loving - the beatles ]
yeah, i know... is my new layout yummy or what?
i really fell in love with this... thanks sooo much, </a></b></a>washed_away_art, you rock!
i know, i know... again with the lack of updates...
college is a bitch and so are my parents who just won't let me use the stupid Internet... g-r-e-a-t... and all the time i have, i use to obssess about Lost [cause, yeah... i'm a biiig freak...]
oh, and </a></b></a>trick_julie... we should really do something with the band... how about you pay me a bass course? hehehe
kisses, kisses
*Dru Evenstarrr*
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[27 Feb 2005|07:41pm] |
[ mood |  cold ]
[ music | "be my angel" - mazzy star ]
I WANNA THANK </a></a>orchestrachik89 FOR THE AMAZING LAYOUT... I SO LOVED IT! thank you, thank you, thaaaank youu</b>
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"sucker love is heaven sent
you pucker up, our passion’s spent
my hearts a tart your body’s rent
my body’s broken yours is spent
carve your name into my arm
instead of stressed I lie here charmed
cause there’s nothing else to do
every me and every you
sucker love a box I choose
no other box I choose to use
another love I would abuse
no circumstances could excuse
in the shape of things to come
too much poison come undone
cause there’s nothing else to do
every me and every you
every me and every you
every me
sucker love is known to swing
prone to cling and waste these things
pucker up for heaven sake
there’s never been so much at stake
I serve my head up on a plate
it’s only comfort calling late
cause there’s nothing else to do
every me and every you
every me and every you
every me
every me and every you
every me
like the naked leads the blind
I know I’m selfish I’m unkind
sucker love I always find
someone to bruise and leave behind
all alone in space and time
there’s nothing here but what here’s mine
something borrowed something blue
every me and every you
every me and every you
every me
every me"
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